What about us?

[TH3N] What about us? What happened to us? The "I miss you's," and the late night phone calls...The movies every other weekend, and the caring voicemails. [N0W] I feel like I don't even know who you are. Looking at you is like you're a brand new person. Kinda like I'm experiencing deja vu, but in reality...I actually know you; I knew us. Well. . .used to.
I can remember when you used to call me, and would have absolutely nothing to say. I took those for granted. Had I known that those calls were gonna end..I would have devoted every bit of my attention towards you. Had I known you were gonna stop caring..I would have never gave you my heart. [FAV MEM0RiES] I can remember our first date, and the butterflies I felt. Ever since then, my stomach would jus flutter away; the sound of you voice, your scent, your smile, jus you! August 31, 2006 was the day we made it official; having been through sooo much that year. No it wasn't perfect, but at that time we were in two totally different states of mind. I wasn't ready then and I'm sure you could see that. All I wanted to do now was take care of unfinished business, and have what we used to have these past few months. If I felt like this was worth ending, I probably would have done it by now. But if something is not letting me let go then what else can I do. I'm waiting for the day for you to come around. Maybe you won't..but if so jus say the word. Don't let me keep hangin onto something that's not there.