on 5.28.09 you made me feel like this..

Fuck you...fuck you...fuck you...fuck you...fuck you



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Lite Skinn Ha

Lite skinn ha was sexii
Lite skinn ha was beautiful
Lite skinn ha was also known as dimplezz
Lite skinn ha made me smile
Lite skinn ha made me feel some type of way
Lite skinn ha stole my heart
Lite skinn ha made me cry
Lite skinn ha put me second
Lite skinn ha was confused
Lite skinn ha's heart was in two places at once
Lite skinn ha played me
Lite skinn ha broke my heart
Lite skinn ha had a decision to make
Lite skinn ha made the wrong one
Lite skinn ha doesn't care

[we'll never know what was to become of this]

Just Can't Find the Words.

[B3ST MEM0RY] When I layed in your arms; the morning after having a crazii night @ the Kid Cudi concert. I felt good, safe...happy. We were soo tired that all we could do was lay there. I remember you decided to call your mom that day, and check up on her. I can't find the words to tell you exactly how I felt. The only thing I ask of you is a little time, and that couldn't have been anymore perfect. Just something so simple as sitting there with you can make my day, and that day it did.

Can't Find The Words lyrics by: Karina Pasian

Now we've been talking for a while
And you got me trying to figure out
Boy I don't know what to say to you
But you got me feeling some kind of way for you

And all I know is when were together
No one can make me feel the way you do baby
I wish each moment could last forever
It's hard to explain the way I feel for you
I just can't find the words

You got me losing myself in what I'm trying to say
And it's so hard to fight it can't help but feeling this way
And every time that I'm near you it's like my heart gets weak
Feels like I'm losing my breath making it hard to speak

I just can't find the words [4X] i'll always love you ♥

What about us?

[TH3N] What about us? What happened to us? The "I miss you's," and the late night phone calls...The movies every other weekend, and the caring voicemails. [N0W] I feel like I don't even know who you are. Looking at you is like you're a brand new person. Kinda like I'm experiencing deja vu, but in reality...I actually know you; I knew us. Well. . .used to.
I can remember when you used to call me, and would have absolutely nothing to say. I took those for granted. Had I known that those calls were gonna end..I would have devoted every bit of my attention towards you. Had I known you were gonna stop caring..I would have never gave you my heart. [FAV MEM0RiES] I can remember our first date, and the butterflies I felt. Ever since then, my stomach would jus flutter away; the sound of you voice, your scent, your smile, jus you! August 31, 2006 was the day we made it official; having been through sooo much that year. No it wasn't perfect, but at that time we were in two totally different states of mind. I wasn't ready then and I'm sure you could see that. All I wanted to do now was take care of unfinished business, and have what we used to have these past few months. If I felt like this was worth ending, I probably would have done it by now. But if something is not letting me let go then what else can I do. I'm waiting for the day for you to come around. Maybe you won't..but if so jus say the word. Don't let me keep hangin onto something that's not there.

where's my heart

Does anyone know what it feels like to be in love with more than one person? I'm so crazii about my first love, but they never give me the time of day. Whenever I try and move on. . . something jus keeps pullin me back. But you know that saying "you never know what you got till it's gone..?" it doesn't always effect the people we want it to. && this other one is stuck between a rock and a hard place. They don't know where their mind is at, and it's jus making things harder. Sharing was something that I never did well, and I still can't do it. Call it selfish. I could care less. Whoever said love brings you happiness is a FOOL. nah I'm jus playin, but still. . . All these mixed emotions and feelings aren't getting me any where. So maybe I should be [E M O T i O N L E S S] you know. Jus stop giving a f&%k. Maybe it won't hurt. Maybe one day I'll be that number 1.