I Step Down..

From here on I step down. I can no longer put myself through this. I realize that I do more than I need to, I think more than I should, and it controls me. It's troublesome thinking if this is the right choice for me. If I should try my final try.. because I'm no quitter. There's so many things I want to say, but it's not my place. So many things I would love to do, but there's NEVER a right time. Every long road has its obstacles, but I feel like this one is never-ending. One step forward, and ten steps back. This has been a long and bumpy road, and while walking it I've felt so far behind. Will we ever reach harmony? People come into our lives, but they don't control our fate. People come into our lives, and we can never tell who to keep and who to let go.

DECIDE.

It's no fun taking this long walk and having no one to talk to. It gets lonely. I can only pretend for so long, and I'm tired of imagining. Pull me close. Hold me tight, and take this journey with me once and forall. My mind, body and soul grew so weary. Come the next road block..

I'll turn back.

Mixed Emotions

Should I stop?
Should I proceed?
What happens now...?
Then?
Not again!
I thought this was done..
I should rethink this..
One more time?
I hope this works.

Too many mixed feelings, and emotions.

Good vs. Bad

Happy vs. Sad

Love for vs. Once hated

Where do I draw the line..?

New beginnings ?

Secrets.. Lies.. Or things just untold.. With hope that each time you speak, some truth is told. What's done in the dark will always come to light.. but little do you know some light is always shed on the situation. With new beginnings should come new attitudes, a new outlook.

New start ?

Reassure me that it won't have the same ending..

New beginning, but the end feels so near.