"upcoming fool"

Yep I admit it. I did it to myself. Wasn't really expecting that much out of it, but I thought things were gonna be better. I played myself into thinking that jus because things were going good, we'd be back to how we were. Yea I am a lil mad at you, but I shouldn't be. Shits expected.. and yet I jump right back into it. So am i mad..hell yea. More at myself than at you. Not only did you make a fool of me, but I made a fool of myself. Feeling dumb as fuck that I let my emotions get so deep, and for what. There was no reason. They say everything in life happens for a reason. but Why would anyone fall in love and have nothin come of it? Unless it was never real love. I wanna be so over it. I'm gonna be..I have to be. We live, we learn. in the end SHITS POINTLESS.