So there's this guy. . . . It's been about 6 years, and I still don't know what to think. It started out as something soo innocent, but became much more. We've been through so much shit and in each others lives for a while. No we're not together anymore, and MAYBE that's how it's supposed to be [NOT!]. Words definately can't describe our relationship. You can't even call what we have a relationship(haha). It's like we can't be together but at the same time we can't be apart.
The shit won't go away. No matter how hard I try or how many times I delete his number from my phone jus so I won't call him, it never works. Some may say it's lack of will-power, and I say. . . .FUCK 'EM. I guess you can say he's got the best of me.
I've never met someone who can make me so mad,then happy in a matter of seconds...
someone who already knows something's wrong without me having to say a word...
someone who hates for me to see his "mushy" side, but has his soft moments...
someone with so much determination...
someone I love.
Don't get me wrong he has his flaws. Nobody is perfect. But with time comes progress; we just have a lot of it. We've had our many up's and down's but that's what makes us..us. It's funny because I used to think that, jus maybe I'm fooling myself. Like there's no way in hell someone can make me feel this way. And as I grew older I came to realize... OOO SHIT, I THINK I'M REALLY CATCHIN FEELINGS. I THINK I REALLY LOVE HIM; and I do. Who knows what the future has in store for us; life's full of surprises anyway. It seems like it's been forever and a day, all the way back to Hello. From the first date(those "blue eyes"); til now. Words won't ever explain us, what we have, or why we are the way we are.
